[ this can't be happening. the more anguished and hopeless he looks, the more her body reacts, her hand actually moves toward him— a day early... she's starting a day early, she can feel the electricity spiraling out through each and every one of her synapses and she jerks further away from him as if stung. ]
I'm so stupid—
[ she blurts out, stumbling back. ]
We should have never shared a room, what were we thinking—
[ she can't bear to look at his lost face, his slumped shoulders, for another second; she's already turning and fumbling, actually fumbling despite all her diamond cut reflexes for the door knob— ]
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I'm so stupid—
[ she blurts out, stumbling back. ]
We should have never shared a room, what were we thinking—
[ she can't bear to look at his lost face, his slumped shoulders, for another second; she's already turning and fumbling, actually fumbling despite all her diamond cut reflexes for the door knob— ]